46 and Rising

That's the latest CA 125 result, not the weather. How do I feel about that? Resigned is the first emotion followed by a whole heap of others, and as the consultant said,  much as you carry on with life it never goes away.

I never made it into the hosptial, KG called me up at lunchtime and we chatted over the phone, she said it could be far worse (true) but we are no longer in the 'safety limit' of under 35.

There will be a conversation she will have with JB from the Marsden as to his view regarding treatment, and a follow up meeting next Tuesday, where hopefully I will be 'talked about'.

I really do NOT want to 'monitor' the situation, it's only going to get worse, judging by the rate it happened at the beginning of 2014, and what is the point of having repeated blood tests to find out something and not act on it?

There are drugs out there, not all of them chemo drugs, I wish I could have been taking some sort of inhibitors like the Tamoxifen that breast cancer patients have, especially as the last horrendous operation only partially removed the tumours.

Anyway, no point in looking back, and certainly no point in being miserable, life is for living, so let's KBO.

Pics from the fabulous time away....