Update....

The scan was ok, just about ok. I tried to be relaxed about it all, chatted a bit, got told to shut up(in a nice way) as I was making it hard for the "diagnostic medical sonographer" or ultrasound technician to measure it. 

He also took videos. I knew by the amount of area he was covering that it was in fact larger than I thought. 

I came out of hospital and went straight to play racquetball - crying is exhausting and know I'd rather use my energy on playing than weeping. This works for me. 

I did manage to then have a brief chat with KG. She has already been in touch with the Marsden requesting a meeting... we don't know how long the waiting list is, and not sure I should be waiting 'weeks' anyway. Especially on yesterday's findings. 

I believe the tumour is about one and a half cm wide and over three cm long, travelling up the left hand side of my neck. 

I will hopefully find out more details on Monday- I think it would be wise to start the chemo fairly soon, but still aim to get over to London ASAP. 

- What day is it?
- It's today, - squeaked Piglet.
- My favorite day, - said Pooh