Monday 20th May

Very strange actually staying in on a Monday night, not been feeling 100% the last couple of days, just a rubbish runny nose and bit of sore throat. Didn't think it wise to go to aqua aerobics today, so other than a dog walk on the crowded Grouville beach today not really done any 'sport' as such. How's that for being sensible?

I did however enjoy my aerobics with the girls yesterday morning and took a few photos to prove it- just hope we have better weather next Sunday than those poor 'South Coast Challenge' walkers did on Sunday.

I've got my CT scan tomorrow morning, I'd like to say I'm not too bothered , but I'd be lying. Of course I'm still positive and fine, but I still have a huge hole of anxiety that eats away at me unexpectedly, and stupidly my gut reaction is always the same....I want to run away! Shame I couldn't put all that energy to good use, I could have been a marathon runner (another Paula Radcliffe without the toilet breaks)?